Illusion

〈Which of us will die?〉

Do you remember our scar? Have we forgotten the origin of that scar?

I recall that pain, even now. My final day with you, when I was murdered!

I remember the pain in my chest at the time of my
death
it felt as if it were being crushed.

Ever since the last day with you brother, the day on which I was murdered, I have been in perpetual torment.

We used to play chess, didn’t we? One move at a time, each time one of us awoke…

I kept whispering to you about how we would be together forever, and yet you betrayed me.

I always watched your sleeping face, I was never able to see you when you were awake.

We played chess, right? Back in those days when I was happy. Each of us took turns as we awoke one by one.

Let’s play chess again, okay? Like we did back in those days when I felt happy. Each of us took turns as we awoke, one by one.

I was not saved was not saved was not saved was not saved we were not saved together we were not saved were not saved.

Do you remember? How our heart struggled to beat? How it struggled to beat?

I died, you lived, I was murdered, in order to survive, you murdered me.

I died, you lived brother, I was murdered, in order to survive, you murdered me brother.

My chest hurts, even now, I still remember, every day it felt as if it were being crushed.

Help me! Weren’t we supposed to understand each other better than anyone else?

You lived
I died
You lived

Even now the agony in my chest torments me, the sensation of
death
the sensation of being crushed.

I was eternally betrayed by you brother, wasn’t I? Hadn’t you promised that we would always be as one?

Why does brother sleep while I am awake? Is it impossible for us to be awake at the same time?

Return the heart
Return the heart
Return the heart

From the time of our birth, we were always together, weren’t we?

Save me, I am suffering even now, my chest is being crushed.

Brother lived
I died
brother lived.

You murdered me and you survived, now it’s your time to die, it’s your turn to die for me.

In order to survive, you murdered me brother, this time it’s your turn to die, die for me.

When you became fused as part of the Dabar, I descended back inside of you, brother.

I was resurrected as a memory of the time when we were fused together as one.

I survive only in your mind, so for my sake, don’t die anymore brother.

Don’t murder the last part of me that exists within you, brother, so do not die.

When you became fused as part of the Dabar, I descended back inside of you.

I was resurrected as a memory of the time when we were fused together as one.

I survive only within your mind, so don’t die, okay?

Please don’t murder the me that exists within you, so don’t die okay?